my 1st handphone..

Assalamualaikum..
i ve been taged by Asyida to story about my 1st hp..huhu..shes tagging me quit some time but due to my bz-ness all d time i couldnt make it..and now i feel like nothing to do and the mood is there..so..taraaa....presenting my 1st hp in my life..Nokia 3210..

actually this is my dad's hp and he gave it to me when i was @UKM..does it consider as my 1st hp Asyida?? at that time this hp was very famous one..everybody was using the same..changing the housing wth fancy colors..download the monotone ringtone..@that time theres no polyphonic ringtone yet..hmm..the function ok la..for me can calling2 n sms-ing2 enough olready..hehehe..but this hp only stay wth me for 1 yr if im not mistaken..bcoz has been stole.huhu..very frustrated that time..ye la..give from my dad...luckily ive got my ptptn loan and searching for new hp..ha this is real my hp..i am first owner;) Nokia 3310..

hehee..adik bradik ngn 3210..this is upgraded one..what i know the upgrading was the games..more variety..snakes games more advnture..tu je pn yg best...ahaks....so i was using this hp just a while..im not remember what happen to this hp..maybe i trade in to get other brand of hp..hehehe;p
so...asyida..ive completed my assignment:D

new job

Assalamualaikum..

hehehe..just look at the title can predict what im gonna story for this entry;p yesss..alhamdulillah after struggling like crazy searching for a new job, finally i manage to get 1..all this while i pray to get a better job in a big n strong organization..n i don believe that i can get it..its my luck..alhamdulillah..syukur pada Allah..where will i go??..hehehe wait for next entry..insyaAllah 1st day @ new place then only i will reveal where is it:D

for those who knows how i am when searching new job can feel how excited i am;) of course la..actually the story begin when my new fren which i met when i am registring for MBA @uumkl fwded me an internal job vacancy from the organization.her best frend was fwd the vacancy to her and she fwded to me.. she didnt recommend me to the HR but she just ask me to try my luck..who knows if there is your rezeki..so i just send in my resume..it tooks about more than 1 mth only the HR called for an intview..and coincident, my manager's sister was interviewed me..rupenye my fren yg fwd tu kenal gk my manager nih adik best fren dia..hahaha..what a small world..the intvew was just a week before raya..and a week after raya ive got a called again from the HR saying that my offer letter is ready..hehehe..senyum kambing je ler sepanjang hari tu..i cannot concentrate doing my job anymore;p so thats the story...

so my commencement date will be 4th of Novemeber 2008. hope i can adapt easily there..pray for me frens;)

R.A.Y.A

Assalamualaikum...

still in raya mood..we olwiz heard people say raya sebulan..why?bcoz we had fast for a month.but how about ladies that couldnt complete a month???hehehe..sdiri mau ingt haa;p

alhamdulillah,this year me+hubby was celebrating raya wth our lil' charming..muhammad harraz aqeel;)1st raya for aqeel.we spend 5 days @hubby's hometown~tepeng..2 days fasting and 3 days raya..a day before raya, aqeel was not feeling well. he got a mild fever..the whole nite he cannot sleep well (including me)..huhu..i asked hubby to buy a cool fever. but everytime i put on aqeel forehead, he will put it off..so sensitive la my son..he can feel i put something on his head.but after a few trial, i manage to stick it on his head. the next morning, alhamdulillah..no more fever..but he still feel uncomfortable..maybe becoz of the weather..sian anak ibu.:( so our jln2 session was limited..bcoz we dont want aqeel to get fever again..for the past 2 fasting's day, the weather was so sunny but during the raya, it was rainy day..hujan rahmat..

~aqeel is playing menan sape tah..buat cam rete sdiri~

last day @kampung, my SIL plan to snap a family photo @ studio..it was so funny..just imagine we got 2 lil' hero which is my son aqeel n my SIL son adam..and we have to make them ready for the photo session was very2 hard..when aqeel is ready and looking @ the camera,adam was doing something else..and when adam is ready and looking @ the camera, aqeel was crying..huhu..very challenging;p finally, ther result~~aqeel was not looking @ the camera while sucking his finger..but still in a proper position..and that is the best we manage to get..:D once the photo is ready i'll post it here..hehe..i just paste a picture for 3 of us outside the studio;)

~~us in purple~~

we went back to KL early morning on Sunday@330am..so silent huh that time...we dun mind to sacrifice our sleep to drove back to KL early in the morning rather than i hv to Q on the road for the terrible traffic jam.some more we love to travel @ that area of time...in fact, @that time, the car started to filled up the hi-way but we manage to speed up to 110kmj..hehe..ok la tuh;p we reached KL safely after Subuh..we perform Subuh @Sg.Buloh stop.

we spend our weekend just stay @home..esok kena koje..sad to think that raya just passed like that..same feeling when raya is coming bcoz we gonna say goodbye to Ramadhan 2008..hope to meet again wth next Ramadhan n Syawal..

and now,waiting for open house calling..(we've got a few:D)...

i'm back!!

Assalamualaikum...

First of all,wish u all SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI...hmmm..times pass around..quit sumtimes i didnt touch and update my blog..am thingking few things to story morry but dunno which should come first.To make it simple, i'll do the chronology..cewah..siap chronology lagi..hehhe..this is the easiest way to cater what has passed;) (kengkonon je laa...;p)

Jun 2008: i am persuing my MBA and the 1st class was held in this month. ive decided to further my study bcoz.........im give up waiting for the KPLI which has been applied for 4 times but FAILED to be a teacher..maybe i am not meant to be a teacher..huhuhuh..so maybe its my luck to be a lecturer..who knows;)..besides bz-ing wth my study, i am bz-ing preparing to move in to my new house..

July 2008: Officially, ive move in to my new house..we (me+hubby) manage to bought new apartment for our small happy family @ old klang road;)Alhamdulillah..so we were so bz on the pindah2 works..it was a hectic day for us..actually i hv set my mind that move in to the new house is very tired and messy and i think i am ready to experienced it..however, i cant. I am moving out just from my parents house..so the things that ive owned shoudl be not as many as people moving out from their own house to another house..but its not as per expected. Un'sangka'rable that my own goods was fulfilled 1 medium size of lorry + return trips of 2 cars (not 1 time returns but a few times..i couldnt remember)..but finally we manage to settle it. Luckily i plan to move in during the free weekend which i hv no class on the weekend..or else,definitely i will "burn" the class:D...ive upload a few angle of my house;)..not too big but just nice and comfort for 3 of us to stay..

~view from balcony sliding door~

~view from entrance area~

~view from the mirror wall..lorong towards bedrooms~

~hehe..ni model of the house..zoom in from the study room;p~

August 2008: emm..nothing special hapened in this month..ooo ye...this month,we are celebrating independence day..but on the day..i was in the class listhening to the DA lecture.huhuhu:( 

September 2008: yeay..Ramadhan come again..Alhamdulillah..we were met the Ramadhan again..hopefully we can meet next year's Ramadhan..since we have move in to our new house, i hv to wakeup and preparing the sahur alone as previously i am doing that together gether wth my mom..but for berbuka, we break it @ my parents house..my mom was babysit my son, so i hv to go there and fetch him back..alang2 waiting for the buka puasa then only we went back home..my hubby having the terawikh@surau nearby my parents house..but sumtime just @ home. a week before Ramadhan ended, hubby took me+aqeel berbuka puasa @ dewan sri perdana felda,jln semarak..it was a lovely moment to have the buka puasa outside and just 3 of us;) ive snap a few photos using my hp camera..

~aqeel was sucking his sock~

~aqeel again~

October 2008: its RAYA..to be continued on next entry:D

The most valueable experience..

Assalamualaikum….
Hmmm..since ive got a req. frm my preggy fren to share my experience delivering my loved baby.here u go;)so..where should I start from..emmmm (thinking)…ok..as a mukaddimah..i am married on June 2006..at that time my hubby was working at Perlis.so consider as weekend husband n wife lah. “namun jarak bukan penghalang cintaku dan dia”.cewah;p approximately in Feb 07..confirmed by the doctor that I am pregnant for 4 weeks..ALHAMDULILLAH.GOD had answer me.i was very very excited and eager to tell my hubby rite after out from the clinic..tp mcm tetiba xtau nak buatpe..am thinking so many things to do..think of how am I gonna surprise my hubby..but at last I just tell him tru YM…tah pape tah….of course my hubby excited too..tp besela..laki kan..control macho sketla..ahaksss..so…

Welcome to the chapter 2 for the marriage life..tu baru disahkan mengandung..blom consider as “IBU” lagi..not a mother yet..ALHAMDULILLAH bcoz during my pregnancy..i didn’t experience bad nausea..just pening2 lalat gitu..however..my hormone changed..perangai pn changed jgk ler…dari xsuka mkn mee sup tetiba mengidam mee sup plak…the most I hate is..bau my hubby after he came back from work (dia naik moto..so bau asap:D)..luckily my hubby sabar je melayan kerenah bini dia nih…thanks to my hubby coz olwiz by my side when needed..thanks coz slalu picit2kan pinggang..its normal for pregnant women to experience back ache..n kalu nak di thanks kan..byk sgt bende yg aku perlu berterima kasih to my beloved hubby..he sacrificed a lot for me... I LOVE U so much abg;)..
So to cut it short (kalu x berjela plak pjgnya blog nih nak cite experience during 9 mths pregnant)on week 39 if am not mistaken, I start to feel that I gonna deliver my baby so soon..its just the instinct but people say naluri ibu ni selalunya kuat and tepat.but I just be calm and try to relax myself..

24th Nov 2007

it was my hubby’s besday..hari tu hari Sabtu..sempat lagi plan surprise for my hubby..when my hubby go to pasar mlm to beli makanan, i drive alone (malam plak tuh) just to buy a cake. Kebetulan that weekend my parents go to Langkawi..so just leave 2 of us..romantik gitu;)deep in my heart, i hope that i will deliver my baby that day..so that sama la besday ngn ayah dia..;)but till the end no sign  menunjukkan aku akn bersalin so soon.xpela..Allah lebih mengetahui yg terbaik buat hambaNya..
25 Nov 2007
The next day (Sunday), we plan to go to Giant for shopping bcoz there's a few things we have yet to buy for the baby.while wearing my tudung, I feel discomfortable..rasa basah je..but I just ignore that feeling..but 5 minutes later, I feel like basah giler..ouh ouh..my waterbag dh pecah but slowly…yes confirm it’s a sign utk aku melahirkan. I told my hubby that i think its time..nak bersalin dah.my hubby was panic but he try to control himself..ececeh:D..i straight away call my mom @ langkawi told her that I am going to the hospital..sementara tu my hubby get ready wth my bag+baby’s bag that I hv packed earlier. **Pesanan utk bakal ibu yg akn melahirkan..pack brg2 yg nak dibawa ke hospital awal2..so that if emergency tetiba nak terberanak brg sume dh ready bcoz when we are panic,we cannot think properly..so nnti ade je bende x bawa. So once everything ready, kami pun bertolak utk ke hospital..my hubby drive the car but he not focusing on our destination..nak pegi HUKM tp lead to jln nak g opis dia kat PWTC..ih ih ih..klako plak mase tu;p we reach @ HUKM at 1130am. I was examine by the doctor to check my “jalan” dah buka bape cm and so sad it was just 1 cm at that time..then they monitor my baby’s heart beep for 20 minutes to make sure my baby is ok..sbb my waterbag dh pecah so they worried if my baby lemas inside.then after done all the procedures, ive been brought to the ward and admitted ( I think around 1230pm). My hubby was accompanied me all the time..kitorang mcm mati kutu la..xtau nak buatpe kat ward tu..dhla parents xde kat sini..jauh nun di langkawi..my contraction pn xde lagi @ that time.so tu yg rasa mcm xde ape sgt.xtakut la konon2..my hubby has told me to take a bath..nnti senang but I feel not comfortable to mandi bcoz the waterbag dh pecah and the air keep flowing.so mandi pn xde mknanya.i just keep walking utk ilangkan boring and nervouse yg ade sket2 tu.org pn kata kalu byk jln senang nak bersalin.sempat lagi aku makan makanan yg hospital bagi..supaya ade tenaga nak push nnti...then @ 3.30pm, the doctor come to my ward and do the check up..this time I cannot move lagi dah sbb doctor dh pasang ‘tali pinggang’ @ my big belly to monitor baby pnye jantung..the doctor hv to do that bcoz my waterbag dh pecah about 5 hours,baby’s heartbeat kena monitored all the time to make sure the baby is ok and strong.if the baby going weaker, kena bedah la jwbnya utk keluorkan baby.ALHAMDULILLAH my baby still ok..@ 4pm my hubby g balik umah kejap.since I hv nothing to do..i just sleep..@ 5pm, nurse dtg utk check up lagi..dia tanya baby gerak ckp 10 klai ke x (since 9 mths pregnant, instructed by the doctor tht I hv to monitor baby’s movement.mesti lebih 10 kali sehari.if not something wrong la tu).however that day I didn’t monitor my baby’s movement coz i thought dah nak bersalin so xyah la monitor lagi..so ape lagi kena bebel la dgn nurse tu..tensen gk..rs nak lempang nurse tu..that time the contraction dh mula rasa..but rarely.15 mins once.consider xkuat lagi..about 630pm, my hubby sampai. This time I feel the contraction more harder.Kekerapan pn increase..2 mins once..aku mmg dh xbole nak dok diam dah..resah je sbb sakit contraction. 9.30pm doctor check jln lagi..dh buka 3cm..trus kena tolak masuk labor room.i cannot walk anymore @ that time..dlm labor room my hubby olwiz by my side.he try to make me calm but when the contraction attack I cannot calm anymore.mase tu baru la pk mcm ni susahnya mak kita nak melahirkan kita ke dunia ni..sbb tu syurga di bawah telapak kaki ibu..doctor give me an injection to reduce the pain tp xjalan pun..all the doctor yg dtg check up just can say..sabarla..biasala baby sulung mmg lambat sket..ape tah lagi doctor tu merepek aku xdgr dah..dok melayan sakit contraction..

26 Nov 2007
i req.for epidural but rejected by the doctor..@1.30am, doctor check jln lagi..baru buka 4cm..ya Allah..aku berdoa agar dikuatkan semangat utk bertahan.aku rasa mcm xde harapan utk aku bersalin normal..setelah 7 jam aku menahan sakit contraction, jln baru buka 4cm..i feel like give up utk bertahan and req. for caesarean. My hubby pujuk supaya still bertahan..and stlh mendengar segala pujukan dan nasihat dia ntah camne aku bole terlelap..aku rasa mcm dh 3 jam tido tp rupenye baru 15 minit..aku terjaga sbb contraction yg kuat sgt..that time i think like times not running..kesakitan yg aku alami terlalu kuat sehinggakan xde air mata nak nangis..semua bende dlm labor room tu berpusing2 pd pandangan aku..i know my hubby very worried melihatkan keadaan aku..tp dia control hensem la..xnak tunjuk;p doctor tambah dos utk mempercepatkan baby turun ke pintu..so meaning to say the contraction pun semakin hebat la..my BP increase over the borderline..dekat 200 kot..dan disebabkan kesakitan yg amat sgt aku sampai termuntah2..abis sume isi perut.aku demam..energy mmg zero dah..@ last jam 5.30 am baru doctor decide bagi epidural bcoz of my condition..takut effect kat baby.. Dah dpt epidural..rasa kelegaan yg amat sgt.letih dan mengantuk gile..so bila keadaan aku dh ok sket, my hubby g balik umah jap mandi..sian dia xtido semalaman temankan aku:D dia dtg blik dlm kul 7.30am..mase tu doctor check lagi dh buka 7cm. aku still rasa contraction tp xseteruk b4 the epidural.aku dgr dh 7cm buka rasa confident la bole bersalin normal..@8.30 doctor dtg lagi check tp xde perubahan.still 7cm.doctor can’t wait anymore..air ketuban dh pecah more than 24 hours so the risc is infection might attack the baby..doctor suggest to do the caesarian. Me and hubby was like blur n nothing to say..maklumla xde pengalaman..furthermore the doctor aspect my baby was big so they don’t want to take a risc..takut nnti bahu baby sangkut sbb bukaan just 7cm.finally we just agree to the doctor..dan aku pun dibedah tepat jam 10.24am..kalu ikutkan hati mmg frustrated yg amat sgt after gone through all the hassle..at last kena bedah..however I am so grateful bcoz my baby safely delivered. Syukur Alhamdulillah…segala nikmat dariNya..

Muhammad Harraz Aqeel Bin Abbashah selamat lahir ke dunia di HUKM pada 26 Nov 2007 jam 10.24am dgn berat 2.89kg;)maka secara rasminya aku telah menjadi IBU and my hubby telah menjadi AYAH kepada buah cinta kami = AQEEL..

even though my experience quite terrible, tapi aku still rasa pengalaman bersalin ni amat berharga..setelah mendengar tangisan pertama my baby, semua kesakitan dan kesusahan yg ditempuh sepanjang perjuangan melahirkan tu hilang camtu je..betapa hebatnya kuasa Tuhan..mengurniakan naluri keibuan yg sgt tebal kpd wanita yg melahirkan...and now, i feel like i want to be pregnant again and i cant wait that moment when the doctor said.."tahniah Puan..puan mengandung 4 minggu"....;)hehehe..

kepada bakal ibu yg akan melahirkan..jgnla panic plak when reading my experience..setiap org berbeza pengalaman bersalinnya..ade yg mudah ade yg susah..semuanya Takdir Tuhan..redha dgn setiap yg ditentukanNya..bersyukur segala nikmat kesenangan dan kesusahan yg diberiNya..

So tu je la yg dpt aku share experience aku delivering my baby..wait for my next entry..my experience being a mother plak;)